Wednesday, January 26, 2005
~Snooping ard....~
Was juz reading yihui's blog n frm hers went to read nadiah's. Sorry nadiah if I'm not supposed to be snooping ard ur blog but I have a bad habit of snooping ard pple's blog! lol! Ok ok...I admit...an addiction! wahahaha! So if u dun wan me to read ur blog dun let me noe u have one! Wahahaha...but hey...if u r reading this now...u r probably snooping ard mine too!
Well, anyway, i tot that the "kena lock outside by father" thing was funny! lol! Once again, nadiah, sorry if u dun think it's THAT funny! Haha! I juz think it's kena dumb I guess...look...if u r a parent, u will worry abt ur kids so u dun like it when they come home late. So u think of ways to punish time n trys to lock them outside of the house? Like HELLO! Isn't it more dangerous for them to be locked out of their own home n outside all alone! Sheesh!
Parents are weird sometimes! lol! But nadiah, let me tell u i noe of someone who is in a worse situation than u! Someone I noe from here, Liverpool. She's 25 n her parent's start calling her if she not home by 5pm! That's madness! Ok...I noe it gets dark by 5 over here...but she's 25 for goodness sake!
Speaking of parents...I've juz talked to my mum a few hours ago. She asked me if I have confidence in passing my exam n getting my degree. I really wanted to say no...but somehow I said yes. Firstly, 'cos if i say no she will start asking lots of questions n I wan to avoid that dun I? and secondly, I really really dun wanna disappoint her.
Not like I din disappoint her before...still remember my results' day during Sec 3 vividly...the disappointment written all over her face. Dun wanna do it again.
And u think I would have learnt my lesson and start studying really hard dun u? But wat can I say...I'm still a disappointment. I'm even disappointed with myself. But I still dun seem to be able to change. Sheesh...guess if I were to made a show out of my life n I were to watch it, I would hate myself!
Maybe I already do...hate myself I mean...that's probably why I always end up in a melancholic mood at the end of everyday...
I penned @ 9:23 pm
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Monday, January 24, 2005
~First day of sch!~
First day of sem 2 is gone! Yeah! another day gone so i'll be home soon! Can't wait to go ktv, makan, chionging, etc etc with everyone again! And my graduation is on the 20th July! Pray hard I can graduate at that time as well! lol!
Oh ya...and I din fucked myself up for my project! Woohoo! Ok ok...maybe I did a bit...only 4 samples out of 7 had bands showing on the gel...well, at least I've got some results! And the thing i wanted showed up anyway! See...thank goodness I remained happy n did not worry that day! lol! Somehow, sometimes I think my brain noes when to worry n when not to...it seems to be able to predict the future! lol!
And as for the tv that that guy said he would lend me...Well, I guess it will never appear in front of me! Wahahaha....I guessed as much! Oh well, not like i needed it anyway! All I really wanna watch these days is only American Idol (the new season by the way...is it forth? I think so!)anyway! Which I do think my flatmates want to watch as well....so no fighting for the tv!
And yes...think the new layout is coming really really soon! Gonna put it up soon I guess! Well, just to let u guys noe a bit abt it first...in case u dun get how that blogskin works...to read my posts on the new blogskin...u have to click on the word "Posts" which u will be able to see at the bottom! and click the corresponding words for the corresponding things u wan to see as well. Hope u understand that! lol! Or u might not be able to figure out how to read my posts when the new blogskin comes out! lol!
I penned @ 11:20 pm
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
~Not supposed to be happy...but I am! Hahaha!~
I'm in such a gd mood today! I dunno why...dun ask me why! lol!
I'm supposed to be in a really bad mood though...'cos I've fucked myself up with my project...oh well, won't noe how bad I've fucked up till tmr though...so I'll juz worry abt it tmr and continue to be happy! Hahaha!
Went to have buffet dinner with two of my friends who are doing the same project only a different area juz now...really really full now...and I ate for free...lol! One of them (the girl!!! and the guy was supposed to treat both of us! Hmph!) treated me! Heh heh...so sweet of her...she's really the only person I would call my friend in livepool actually!
Ok...maybe I should start saying that that guy's my fren too...lol! 'Cos he offered to loan me a tv set! haha...He actually said to give it to me at first...but changed his mind later...anyway I dun intend to bring it home anyway so he might as well have it back after I go back to s'pore! Well...we'll see if he really does lend it to me yeah?! lol!
Hmm...noticed how many "lol" there are in this short post? I'm really in a gd mood ain't I? Hahaha.....Oh yeah...and I've heard kylie's "I believe in u" 5 times that day...twice more after I posted...argh...n no...I haven tot abt it yet! lol!
I penned @ 9:39 pm
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
~I believe in u?~
Juz realise that there are quite a few snoopers on my blog ain't there? lol! In case u din notice...I added a snoop counter...and i'm quite amaze at how much the numbers jumped! lol!
Juz came back frm doing my project. And the place is white again! Nope...it's not covered in snow again...this time it was ice! Yes...small little white balls of ice....think goodness it stopped while i was walking home n started again when I opened the door....think it would have hurt if it hits me....
Anyway...here's a little pic of wat outside looks like now....
Hmm...I've promised to put up pictures of a new skirt n top I bought...so here it is too! And u will never believe if i told u the skirt is meant for 13 years old would u? Well...it is! lol!
Hmm...I heard kylie minogue's song "I believe in you" three times today in the lab...(yes, there's radio there)...and when i came back my fren said to me, "I believe in you" as well....Hmm...is it a sign that I should be thinking abt something....maybe something abt believing in myself? I probably think abt it when my "thinking time" comes (yes...in the shower...lol)...and might update u abt any of the reflections that come abt! lol!
I penned @ 3:35 pm
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Monday, January 17, 2005
~I just wan to ZzzzzZzzzZZzzzz....~
Hey all u snoopers out there reading my blog! lol! Sorry for not updating for so long...was busy with exams and after that my project. Wanted to blog yesterday but was soooo busy with project work....(yes, I noe it's a sunday)....sianz....
U noe...actually I have so many things i wanted to blog abt...but it's so much that i dunno where to begin! And it doesn't really seem to be spontaneous writing anymore...yeah...so maybe I will blog abt me n my "theories" some other time when the inspiration comes again yah? Haha....
I'm really tired now actually...been lack of sleep...and dun really noe wat to blog abt....but I juz have to squeeze this one entry out just so to let u snoopers noe that I'm not out of the blogging scene yet n I'm still blogging! lol! I'm crapping too much ain't I?
Well, juz to let u all noe...I might not blog so much as I'm busy like a bumble bee now! (Starts singing, "I caught a baby bumble bee!") And u might expect a new blog layout frm me again! Haha! Not so soon though....wanna try to make it as perfect as possible! hahaha...that might take some time!
Yeah....so cheerio! C ya soon! *grinz*
I penned @ 9:22 pm
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
~Need a break!~
Taking time off frm studying (really? am I really studying?) to blog this...tired...
Hate studying! N when i study i'll start eating non-stop too! Which is wat I was doing too! (Hmmm...those choc chips cookies taste sooooo sooooo gd...) Aaaaaarghhhh...gonna grow super fat!
Sigh...can't wait till it's the weekend of next week! Done with the exams! Juz have to start worrying abt project den...argh...hate sch! But I still hate working more!
Sheesh...how am I gonna survive the rest of my life...I noe it will be nothing but studying n working...dun even wanna think abt it!
Haiya...guess it's time to hit the books again! Sucks BIG time!
Oh ya...juz started reminiscing the times in SP with my beloved girlfriends n some dudes studying frm noon (or watever time we woke up! lol) till at least 6pm...and the occasional 8/9pm...and the dinner/break time after that...sigh...wat fun we had den!
I penned @ 8:13 pm
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
~New yr! New start?~
Well well, my first day of 2005 is almost over!
Supposed to blog yesterday n to wish myself a Happy New Year but was too tired n stoned! Brain wasn't working well that's why i decided to leave blogging to tonight.
Let's see...well, suppose I have to make new year's resolutions rite? Never really made them before but I guess I shall give it a try...
1)Enjoy my year!
This is of 'cos a must! And i must learn to enjoy as much as I can here in Liverpool though most of the time I'm alone in my little room. Well, at least I've learnt one thing gd over here n dat is i can really blast my music loud if I wan to! Nobody will complain (Ok maybe someone will but the chance is low as long as u dun blast it in the middle of the nite!) unlike s'pore...probably my neighbours will come knocking at my door n educating me abt blasting music with lyrics like fuck in it! *snigger*
2)Learn not to take things for granted and appreciate everything!
Have coming here I've certainly learn to appreciate lots of things in S'pore! Well, I should learn to appreciate being alone here n everything too! But wat I've really really learn is to appreciate things back in s'pore like my beloved family n friends n dar of cos! Think I took them for granted too much...esp my family. Coming here I've learnt to cherish every little thing they have had done! Ok ok...I've digress...back to resolutions!
3)Don't procastinate too much!
I've been doing them too much! Esp after the long break after graduating frm SP! Datelines are slowly...no no...quickly creeping up to me! So actually I oso no choice...'cos if i continue to procastinate I'll be soooooo sooooo doom!
4)(Hmmm...this should be wat dar wans me to do lahz actually)Be fit and healthy by exercising...
This will be rather difficult to do here 'cos no gym no swimming pool etc. Guess I'll put it off till I'm back in S'pore? (Oh no...juz broke my third resolution! lol! Well...i did say dun procastinate too much n not at all!) Hehe...promise...back in S'pore i'll go to the gym n such!
Hmm....can't think of anything else liaoz...other den cherish life I guess! After the earthquake n tsunamis I guess everyone will do that...or at least try...and speaking of that...those of u with religions...dun forget abt the victims in ur prayers!
Peace out!
I penned @ 11:31 pm
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