Wednesday, January 26, 2005
~Snooping ard....~
Was juz reading yihui's blog n frm hers went to read nadiah's. Sorry nadiah if I'm not supposed to be snooping ard ur blog but I have a bad habit of snooping ard pple's blog! lol! Ok ok...I admit...an addiction! wahahaha! So if u dun wan me to read ur blog dun let me noe u have one! Wahahaha...but hey...if u r reading this now...u r probably snooping ard mine too!
Well, anyway, i tot that the "kena lock outside by father" thing was funny! lol! Once again, nadiah, sorry if u dun think it's THAT funny! Haha! I juz think it's kena dumb I guess...look...if u r a parent, u will worry abt ur kids so u dun like it when they come home late. So u think of ways to punish time n trys to lock them outside of the house? Like HELLO! Isn't it more dangerous for them to be locked out of their own home n outside all alone! Sheesh!
Parents are weird sometimes! lol! But nadiah, let me tell u i noe of someone who is in a worse situation than u! Someone I noe from here, Liverpool. She's 25 n her parent's start calling her if she not home by 5pm! That's madness! Ok...I noe it gets dark by 5 over here...but she's 25 for goodness sake!
Speaking of parents...I've juz talked to my mum a few hours ago. She asked me if I have confidence in passing my exam n getting my degree. I really wanted to say no...but somehow I said yes. Firstly, 'cos if i say no she will start asking lots of questions n I wan to avoid that dun I? and secondly, I really really dun wanna disappoint her.
Not like I din disappoint her before...still remember my results' day during Sec 3 vividly...the disappointment written all over her face. Dun wanna do it again.
And u think I would have learnt my lesson and start studying really hard dun u? But wat can I say...I'm still a disappointment. I'm even disappointed with myself. But I still dun seem to be able to change. Sheesh...guess if I were to made a show out of my life n I were to watch it, I would hate myself!
Maybe I already do...hate myself I mean...that's probably why I always end up in a melancholic mood at the end of everyday...
I penned @ 9:23 pm
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