Thursday, March 31, 2005
~Turn on the waterworks.....y dun u?~
I've been crying at least once a day for the past few days....
Probably due to the hormonal changes shit...and as well as other things....
My mum called me today and hit me with a bad news...for the past few months my mum had not been feeling very well...particularly at the reproductive system area...yea...u noe where...she did lots of tests already but did not have any conclusive results yet...
However, K K hospital did mention in her report of the presence of abnormal cells. As I could not see the report...I could not try to interpret and know how serious it is. However, K K did call her back n given her an all clear as well. My mum's confused, I'm confused!
How can pain and discomfort be nothing wrong? How can time and time again of abnormal results be normal? And how can u do nothing abt it if it's abnormal?
My mum did go to her own personal gynae to check as well...this very gd, very experienced (who, by the way, delivered me) and very ex as well gynae...to get a second opinion. She din tell me much wat this gynae said though...I think she said that he said nothing was particularly alarming (or something along that line) but should go for this $2000++ laser operation to be on the safe side...wat this op's gonna do for her I oso dunno...I'm guessing to remove the abnormal cells....
Anyway, my mum has decided to do that op...she wasn't sure if she wanted to spend that money (I would knock her head if I could!) as first...and saying stupid things like if she dies it's very "zi de" (worth it) b'cos she has tons of insurance that we can claim and get tons of money (makes me wanna knock her head even more!)...but I think she realised it's better to be on the safe side!
I just hope all goes well and nothing goes wrong! I'm gonna try to get my mum to scan her results and send to me so that I can try to analyse and hopefully put some ease on my mind! But my mum is a total techno idiot...hai...so I might not even get to see the results till it's all over.....
I penned @ 10:30 pm
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