Friday, October 14, 2005
~Ignorance is bliss?~
I'm upset at this moment. With what, I would not say....it's too personal.
These past few days I've been doing a lot of thinking. I could say every night I am reflecting on what had happened during the day. Am I thinking too much? And is that why I'm getting upset? Am I reading into things too much?
I used to think and reflect a lot as well. Then I realised that I was getting upset way too often. So I choose to close one eye on things and not think too much in order to be happy. I guess ignorance is bliss afterall.....
But now, in this stage of life I'm going through and the things life is throwing at me, I simply cannot not reflect and think. I want to improve my life and achieve big things so I must reflect and ponder on things. In this way, I'm beginning to be too conscious of things happening around me again. Until that I think I'm reading into too much of my surrondings.
Sigh......when can I strike a balance between my thoughts and emotions? I think I'm still letting my emotions rule my thoughts.....
I penned @ 7:31 pm
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